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Inside My Head :


 Suicidal thoughts kept running through my
 head
 ,
 Thinking maybe i'll be better off dead,
 My life is like algebra hard to find a solution,
 To me killing myself is the only option,
 Slowly cutting my wrist with a razor blade,
 Leaving scars on my skin that will never fade,
 Whenever i sit and try to figure out why,
 All i get is flashbacks and a reason to cry,
 Each day that goes by there is a battle to face,
 With someone telling me i'm such a disgrace
 It's like no one cares about me or my feelings,
 Because the more i try to change the less they start caring,
 I really wish my life could start over,
 And maybe everything will be much better,
 But for now i'll stay in this cold hearted world,
 And maybe i"ll have a story to tell,,,,
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